I want to do something that makes my mind and body comfortable together in my free time. But even though my body is resting, I find myself my mind constantly thinks about something. I don't know if I'll ever find a real rest which both my mind and body are comfortable while I'm alive. Because I feel more tired if the work that I thought was resting both in mind and body takes a little longer. The free time I want doesn't matter what I do, but it's the time when I can do what comes to mind. Time to control my rest and tension and doing what comes to mind right away, that's what I want to do in my free time.

Hi David, you’ve expressed your thoughts deeply and meaningfully! I made some corrections to improve clarity, sentence flow, and natural phrasing. Your writing effectively conveys the struggle of finding true rest, which makes it very relatable. Keep up the great work!