I most scared of the moment that my loved one die. >>I am most scared of the moment when a loved one dies.
When I was a middle school student, my grandfather passed away.
>>Correct!
It was too young that made me trauma.
>>I was too young back then which is why it made me traumatized.
5 years after when my grandmother passed away, I taught that when my grandfather passed away moment.
>>Five years after that, my grandmother passed away which reminded me of my grandfather's passing.
I was so scared and, trauma came to me one more time.
>>I was so scared that the trauma came back.
I think time will help me erase this trauma.
>>I think, only time will help me erase this trauma.
However, until now I cant erase it.
>>However, until now, it's still retained in my thoughts.
Now a day I little bit nervous that how can I adapt the moment when my parents pass away.
>>Nowadays, it makes me a little bit nervous thinking about how I would adapt when my parents pass away.
This experiences are the factors that made me scared.
>>These kinds of possibilities scare me.